Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Hello, long time no see! I am now, officially, a 9th grader. And in about 2 months, I'll be a teenager. No, not an (almost) emotionally unstable preteen anymore.
The past is gone, and I've moved on. Don't look back, no regrets. And yes, what goes around, comes around!
He's my new obsession ---->
Jesse St. James
I'm your biggest fan, I'll follow you until you love me!
(No, I'm not serious.)
No, he's not my obsession. But I do like him, in a very normal and inappropriate way. 
Anyway, the actor's name is Jonathan Groff. I've mentioned him before. Yes, he's gay. He's an actor, and also a singer. How talented *jealous :p
To make a long story short, I love my life. And I'm not gonna brag about it.
Oh, I have to go now. It's almost 2 am! I'll post as soon as I can.

Ayesha

Saturday, June 12, 2010

Hello, hello!

Hello, sorry haven't posted in a while. I can't access the internet.
You know, sometimes we're on top, sometimes we're not. When we are, enjoy it. When we're not, well, just be wise and patient. We'll get through it.

Oh I really like this song, Jessie's Girl. Here's the lyric!

Jessie's Girl

Jessie is a friend
Yeah I know he's been
a good friend of mine
But lately something's changed
that ain't hard to define
Jessie's got himself a girl
and I want to make her mine

And she's watching him with those eyes
And she's lovin' him with that body
I just know it
Yeah and he's holding her
in his arms late
late at night

You know I wish that
I had Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
Where can I find
a woman like that?

I play along with the charade
There doesn't seem to be
a reason to change
You know I feel so dirty
when they start talking cute
I wanna tell her that I love her
but the point is probably moot

'Cause she's watching him with those eyes
And she's lovin' him with that body
I just know it
And he's holding her
in his arms late late at night

You know I wish that
I had Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
Where can I find a woman
where can I find a woman like that?

And I'm lookin' in the
mirror all the time
wondering what she don't see in me
I've been funny
I've been cool with the lines
Ain't that the way
love supposed to be?

Tell me, where can I
find a woman like that?

You know I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I want (I want) Jessie's girl
(where can I find a woman like that?)
like Jessie's girl
I wish that I had Jessie's girl
I want (I want) Jessie's girl

The story sounds familiar, doesn't it? ;)
I'm so excited, for some reason. The final exam is coming soon, wish me luck! And I wanna say I'm sorry for the hurtful things I've said, sorry :)
Okay, that's all for now. I want to watch Glee, bye bye!

Ayesha

Note: I just found out that Jonathan Groff is gay. WHY GOD? WHYYYY????

Wednesday, June 2, 2010

Whatever Major Douche Lords

What did you say? YES YOU ARE. Yes, yes you are!You are what you say you are.
Just to be clear, this is the only blog I use.
Today was ridiculously marvelous. I had a great time this afternoon. You don't need me to tell you why, if you know me. Posers are annoying, as usual. They just find another annoying thing, every day. That is how creative posers are. Sorry, no offense. I'm just being honest.
And now, today, June 2nd, 10.50 pm, I am proud to say that I'm original! I believe in myself, and words won't bring me down! So....Who's with me?
Oh yeah, I have bad reputation. Just like the Glee episode. And just like Sue Sylvester, I don't care what they say. They don't know the truth, and even if I tell them the truth they wouldn't believe me.
These are lyrics that I can't get out of my head.
'Everyday is so wonderful, suddenly it's hard to breath. Now and then, I get insecure from all the pain, I'm so ashamed.'
'Why do you like to hurt so much? That's what you get when let your heart wins.'
'When you see my face, hope it gives you hell!'
'And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind. For me it happens all the times.'
Blah. Anything too much is not good.
Oh, I already know what I want for my birthday! I want a pair of earphones (The big ones. Because the small one, like mine now is kinda hurting my ears.) Want to know what I want more than earphones? I want my family, friends, everyone that I love is healthy and they're all with me on my birthday. Especially....psst!
Okay, it's late now, I have to go to sleep! Bye gleeks!

Ayesha

School Stereotype

This is a post I made 5 months ago, I posted it on my tumblr. Click here to see my tumblr

1. Preps

The rich kids. The Preps often seen wearing an expensive clothes, carrying iPhones or custom Blackberries. They are popular, pretty, and kind of cocky sometimes. But they’re nice to certain people. I think they don’t really care about school, maybe they just go to school for the social.

2. Indie

Indie people love art. They don’t like the crappy, mainstream music. They have their own style, they don’t follow trends. They don’t care what people say, and they’re clever. Indies don’t hate their life, like emos. They usually like to go to music concerts or movie festival or art museum. I think they’re the coolest.

3. Wannabes

Posers. Followers. Fakers. Wannabes copy or imitate all or most of the aspects dealing with their idol (this can be a celebrity or a popular person in school). They may wish to have certain clothing, skills, vocabulary, etc., of their idols instead of their own. I think they just don’t have the confidence to be themselves.

4. Jocks and Athletes

Jocks and athletes are different, but they both love sports. But my school don’t have a lot of jocks.

Signs of a jock: Rude, arrogant, stupid, beats up people, dates only cheerleaders and hangs around other jocks

Signs of a true athlete: Love their sport, try to stay down-to-earth (a little arrogance is expected), hang out with whoever they want, date whoever they want, might beat people up but that doesn’t mean it was uncalled for.

5. Alay

Mix emo with scene, then you get alay. They dress like emos (sometimes even call themselves emos), wear makeups like emos. and they have scene’s haircut, piercings, and they username on facebook/myspace would be like Xxxcute9urlzxxX or something like that. Sometimes they even dress like scene too, but worst. They listen to crappy alay music (which suprisingly very popular). The boys like to beat up people, so the girls would say they’re brave. The girls act slutty (forgive my words) around boys. These alay, they usually don’t even know that they really are an alay. and they’re not so bright, almost stupid actually. No offense.

6. Geeks, Nerds, and Dorks

There’s a difference between geeks, nerds, dorks. to explain it, I got this from UrbanDictionary.c

……………. Technical …… Social
Title ………… Skills ……… Skills
————— ———————— ——————
Normie ……… No …………. Yes
Geek ……….. Yes …………. Yes
Nerd ………… Yes …………. No
Dork ………… No ………….. No

Normie: A normal person. Blah.

Geek: An outwardly normal person who has taken the time to learn technical skills. Geeks have as normal a social life as anyone, and usually the only way to tell if someone is a geek is if they inform you of their skills.

Nerd: A socially awkward person who has learned technical skills due to the spare time they enjoy from being generally neglected. Their technical knowledge then leads normies to neglect them even further, leading to more development of their technical skills, more neglection, etc. This vicious cycle drives them even more into social oblivion.

Dork: A person who, although also socially awkward, doesn’t have the intelligence to fill the void with technical pursuits, like a nerd, and is forced to do mindless activities. Almost always alone. Usually with an XBox. Like playing Halo. All day. Every day. Not even understanding how the Xbox is making the pretty pictures on the screen. Very sad.